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Thanks for all your kind support.

Oh, and don’t bother finding my “new” blog, cause it’s non-existent. I’ve decided to exit the blogging world.

Love you all!

I’m so stressed now.

It will take just another second before I go mad.

I need to talk to somone.

I got someone to help me contact that someone already.

Holy Spirit, please help me.

Why the hell must this happen this way? Okay, I’m not actually really questioning. It’s more of a statement that I just had to make.

Darn.

My aunt and uncle are here! Coolios!

Today was a good day! The weather was actually pretty good for sentosa! Haha. Then we walked around vivo. Bought new pants! Wheee! My mom gave me some dresses, pants, top etc. So for the first time in like probably 8 years? I’m going to wear a dress for my dad’s birthday dinner which is coming soon. As in, I’ve only worn a dress twice over the past 8 years I think. Once during founders’ and once during the trinity ball. Then again, I might change my mind. So hmm. We’ll see. Haha.

I <3 picking my mom’s clothes. Haha.

Bumped into Sanne and Meiling in vivo and then Fel, Grace, Carmen and then Sam. I also saw Tracee from church. So yupyup. It was like major bumping day or something. Haha.

Oh shucks. I’m feeling sleepy. Not good! I’ve got a dinner tonight!

Ah well. I shall go watch tv again. Haha.

Toodles world!

I’m really quite tired now. It’s been a long day.

Went out with Diane and Fel in the afternoon and guess what? Miracles do happen. I MANAGED TO BUY CLOTHES. I was supposed to be on a t-shirt ban, but heh. I still bought one! Heehee.

Then we went to IDP to help out a bit. It was really really cool and I managed to invite two girls to church in Melbourne! Cause they are regular church-goers and they are looking for a home-church in Melbourne and they wanted to visit planetshakers! And they are from charismatic churches in Singapore… so yeah. Met Darv at IDP!

Then we took a cab. Dropped Fel off. Wanted to head home but Diane and I decided to go to Holland V for dinner/supper. Yummy! Then we went home!

I’m going to sentosa tomorrow with my mom and aunt&uncle who are arriving later on tonight. Going to vivo too. Hopefully, I can get some shopping done! Haha. My mom and I are kinda desperate cause I’ve got like no clothes.

It’s really hard to buy clothes here by the way. Sigh.

Okay. I’m really tired and I’ve gotta get up at like 9 tomorrow.

So well… Pointless entry I know. But oh well.

Toodles!

The disciple whom Jesus loved

If you fully understand your Saviour’s love for you,

You’ll begin to see your position in the Kingdom of God, you’ll have no fear and God will give you even more dreams; visions and revelations. You’ll inherit all His promises!

Ask the Holy Spirit to paint a picture for you of His love for you!

By the way coincidences happen because of an anonymous called Jesus who helped you through it.

Oh. And for all the ladies! Check this out:

http://www.planetshakers.com/bw/index.php 

Go to the different links to check out more about the event and watch the video okayy!

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You know it’s really amazing how word spreads.

And I feel utterly disgusted by it.

Don’t try convincing me.

Hi world!

I decided that I’ve got nothing better to do. So here I am… I’m just going to blog about today.

Was supposed to get my guardianship thingy done this morning, but I couldn’t so I went to Bukit Timah Plaza to fix my glasses and all and I met up with Shuxin! It was quite a good catch-up.

Then I went to acjc. Cab fares are so expensive now! I saw Addy while waiting for Zai. Addy’s attending Hillsong London! How cool is that! So the three of us went walking around and looking for people. I think JoKhoo was the most excited one to see me. She ran to me, screamed and hugged me and my bones almost broke and people stared at us. HAHA. I miss my lab partner and breakfast buddy!! Oh Kimo too! But she didnt crash my bones. Haha. But Clari claimed that she was excited too but her face could only show that much expression. Hahahaha! Weilin’s eyes opened HUGE when she saw me. HAHA. And some things just never change! Haha.

Then Clari’s mom gave me a lift to Holland Road and my mom picked me up. We went to get our guardianship crap thingy done. And then we had our usual afternoon tea. Later, I met Mila at Holland V. Had dinner at subway =) Then we walked around and went to sixth avenue for gelato! I miss freddo’s in lygon =( Not really the ice cream, but just walking past it at times with people. Will never forget the scar Fel gave me. Haha.

Then came back!

It was a long day!

Okay. Just some random thoughts.

You know sometimes, people just don’t explain things well on their faces.

People can be excited for God in different ways. You could be jumping and singing during praise but it doesn’t make another person who is just standing still any less excited. It’s always about the heart, isn’t it?

And when people are angry and always say that they’re fine, it’s just a matter of time when they explode and probably snap at you. But I don’t mean that it’s always good to snap at people. Maybe you should ask God to help you in your anger management. As in don’t get angry at little things- totally pointless, right?

And my eyes look unto You always

And I think I’ve become a lot more vocal. Hmm. I took this quiz recently and it says “You speak out regarding causes you care about and believe that each person can make a difference.” Hmm.

Then you get confused about the convictions.

Haha. Confused Hormonal Emo Kid.

We’re gonna dance dance dance in the freedom we know

Oh. I heard from Tung that Planetshakers Conference in 2009 will be held in April!

Well, I was intending to stay in Melb in Jan for it already. So well… I guess it’s going to be held during my easter break during Uni.

And yes, just some interesting conversations…

Jono Ong: Shiyou, give out this cakes. We have to finish them!
Me: No, cannot. They will reject me!
Jono Ong: So? Are you going to be insecure about that?
Me: Huh… Uh… Ahhh!
Trili: He always uses that trick.

Me: I was writing stuff in Chinese and I realise that I forgot how to write a lot of words!!
Jon: I think the amount of Chinese words that you forgot how to write is more than the amount of Chinese words I know.

And speaking out sometimes… It affects people as well. Hmm.

The way you look at me, it’s just not right

Oh. If you (and you and you) are reading this, and you want to have a catch-up session with me or you’re supposed to have a catch up session with me, PLEASE tell me. Chasing people isn’t exactly my thing. One person chasing one thousand is harder than one thousand chasing one.

Your secret’s safe.

Which brings back to the thing about pursuing our leaders. It’s good to pursue them. Just like how you pursue God. You do qt, God doesn’t do qt.

Sometimes, when I think about qt, I really think that God is very 伟大.

He settles on our appointments. It’s like okay, I’m free now, so I’ll have my appointment with God. God doesn’t go like ‘I can only talk to you from 8am-8:45am. After that, I’ve gotta meet *** or I want to have breakfast.’

When I think about all the time I’ve wasted, I could cry.

Seriously, who are we to limit God?

We bring Christ to the world because… 

the Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me,
because he has anointed me to proclaim good news to the poor,
He has sent me to bind up the broken hearted,
to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners,
to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favour and the day of
vengeance of our God, to comfort all who mourn,
and provide for those who grieve in Zion – to bestow to them
a crown of beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for morning,
and a garment of praise instead of the spirit of despair.
They will be called mighty oaks, a planting of the Lord for the display of his splendor.”

Isaiah 61:1-3

“I’ve been dreaming of you
In my dreams I saw you touch my heart
All at once I was still
A peace within me that could not be compared to
All I know
And all I see
Your touch gave me life
And now I see

I’ve been thinking of you
In my thoughts I heard You call my name
I felt a stirring within
A new beginning and a new found passion
It made me call out Your name
With a desire to see all men saved“

Parts of Glory To God by Planetshakers [New album: Free]

All because love was crucified.

All for Love. All because of Love. Nothing more, nothing less.

To please God. To serve God. To obey God.

Not to serve the vision.

I rest my case.

Dear              ,

Are you afraid? Are you starting to be fearful of what’s going to happen?

After seeing them with different thoughts, radical ideas… are you scared?

Or are you even more frightened of the changes they want to bring in?

[On an random note: Okay. Cause I'm watching Discovery T&L, Haagen-Daz is from America! Okay, if you knew it already, then fine! I always thought it was from France or something. And LA ink is publicised like nothing! Now, back to the letter.]

Or are you just going to fight your way through for what you believe in? Putting in your 100% to stand for your convictions?

Or is it possible that your convictions are wrong? How could you tell?

Maybe there is a better way to do things but you don’t know.

Ah well. You have to decide.

Yours truly,

All for love. Nothing more, Nothing less.

HAPPY NEW YEAR WORLD!

Apparently, I received a letter from the NLB in September 2007 and it was actually asking me for $1.80 because of my overdue books in 2nd Jan 2001. Hmm. My dad gave me the letter today and when I opened it, I was like ‘Uh. Right.’

Oh. And apparently, I haven’t been telling many people about what I feel towards shopping now. Eversince I came back from Hong Kong, I kinda decided that shopping isn’t my thing. I prefer things I like to just come to me. Searching for things sometimes and walking around is so -.-”.

Oh gosh, that means I’m going to be a nerdy student this year with absolutely no leisure. Sigh. I think I will definitely be able to find other things to occupy my time instead of doing shopping. Haha. And that reminds me, my parents gave me money to shop for clothes and I haven’t done anything for like a week. Hmm. And honestly, I don’t know when I’m going to start. 10th Jan might be good cause I’m going out with Xinhui. Maybe I’ll do some this Thursday as well when I go out with Angelina.

Oh. The jeans I bought in Hong Kong are getting too big for me -.-”. As in, the more you wear them, the bigger they get. I mean they were already a bit big when I got them, but it was still FINE. Usually, this could be solved using the dryer, but I forgot that I’m back in Singapore and I’m not in Melbourne. My maid doesn’t use the dryer unless it’s raining! Argh. Sigh.

I just spent a good one hour organising the contacts in my Aussie cellphone and I’m only 40% done I think. Sigh. It is immensely tiring okay.

2008!

A whole new year! Big dreams and all as well! Haha. Wrote down a few stuff and it’s been good =) I think this year is really going to be a blast! Wheeeee!

Would you avoid someone you like? Like try to keep off all contacts because you don’t want to fall deeper. Just because a conversation alone could kill. Sigh. Sometimes, it really gets kinda weird.

You don’t even know what you truly want at times. And all the obstacles hindering… Being worlds apart… Sigh.

Confusing isn’t it! Must be all the drama serials and movies I’ve been watching. Haha.

Oh and I watched all three X-Men movies yesterday on star movies. From like 7+pm to 1am. Haha.

Oh. I’m turning 18 this year. And I’m going to work after 3 years. Even before I turn 21 actually. How scary can this get? And before I know it, I’ll be getting married and settling down.

Isn’t there more to life? I know there is.

There’s nothing my God cannot do.

Okay, that’s about it. I’ve been on this entry for a really long time. And I honestly haven’t got anymore to say.

I just came back from tea with my parents. I didn’t publish this. OPPS. Okay.

Toodles world!